Living La Vi Da Loca

Dead

2010-04-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

My blog is like super dead.....
Haha, just wanna know who is still reading my blog....if you happen to read it can you just leave a mark here??

Well, nothing much to talk about...lots of homework lohh...
I went for MSSS, it was really fun though i didnt win anything...
But i got lots of experience...(=
Tat Shing and Mei Ting and ME are the only ones from Catholic High...
The others from DJ, Taman Sea, La Salle....etc..
Hahaha, just bored lahh
So bye bye...

MSSD(;

2010-04-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

Wheeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I got a GOLD MEDAL!

Hahaha, praise God!

And i'm going MSSS!

Wish me luck!

Chalo!

I'm feeling abit bored....

2010-02-20T06:14:00.001-08:00

Conference....

2009-12-22T01:02:00.000-08:00

I can finally online after one week of conference...
Really was life changing for me...
I dont really have much to talk about...
Cause alot of stuff happened that i dont want to talk about...
Thanks JoFan and Sam....
I know its quite hard to even get me to see the thing right in front of me...

I joined the Orphans group....
Was quite fun...x)
My small group consisted of Fish(Jia Liang), Johnathan, Kar Chun(the Shelter kid) and me!
It was kind of fun...
the first day we had like a briefing on what we gonna do on the second day...so not much?
We practiced guitar...we were like the guitarists...oh! KC wasnt here yet....
Anyways we were supposed to have a presentation of singing christmas carols on thursday...

So on the second day....(which is tuesday if you dont know)
The People from shelter came....
Then we played games at first...
then we met our boy Kar Chun....
he was really hyper....
so we brought him up to L3 and started tutoring him...
We had three sections...Speaking reading and listening....
So the speaking was no problem....then we proceeded to the reading....
The reading one hes being super unwilling...so we had to convince him for a long time...
with sweets and all....(i feel like i pity my friends who do daycare)
so we used up a lot of time doing it and ended up no more time for the listning session....
Oh, and KC pushed Mel...feel sorry....

Then on Wednesday, we did the same routine....
(I'm getting lazy bt this....so i'll make it quick..)
Kid has got no probs except for singing...

Thursday,(said i'll make it quick)
I hit Mel...I'm really sorry.......nuf said....
We had carolling....I was playing the guitar along with Fish and Lynell....
Had lots of fun....
Got touched by the Holy Spirit and broke down....

Friday,
The guys went tracting...
I stayed with the people who were performing for the refugees....
The skit was awesome....

Then Saturdayyyyyyyyyyyyy......
Games mOuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!
Super love it mann......
Our team got first place.....
okayy, enough said....

Then Sunday....
we chaired the services...both second and first...
i helped doing offering and communion....
pretty awesome....
well.........
after that was the closing ceremony.......
the myanmar ppl and the shelter ppl went out to talk about their experiences here at the conference....
quite toucching......

I'm lazy....so i'll stop now.......

Bullied...=.="

2009-12-10T01:19:00.000-08:00

Random-Emo-Flirting-Stalker....
And the one who kacaus the person!!!
jeng, jeng, jeng, jeng...Pang YoFan!!!!
The Random-Emo-Flirting-Stalker Kacauer...
Credits to JoFan for creating such an amusing name for me...==

Tireeeeeed....

2009-11-29T02:01:00.000-08:00

Lol, just back from mission trip to Slim River, Perak on Thursday....
It was really fun...and it really impacted me.....
Hahaha, gonna change my lifestyle abit....
The guys who went were Delon, John Lim(Small), Johnathan, David Lim, Bernard, John Lim(Big), Alex and me!
Girls on the other hand were Janice, Jaclyn, Selena, Jedida, Mandy, Pastor Rose, and Jasmine!
Hope i didnt miss out anyone...
Well we went to four villages...Painted a church....
The Orang asli's were very friendly...hahhaa
Had lots of fun....
I was the guitarist for the mission trip....so it kinda hurts....and tiring too....
But then i improved lah.....
So dunno what to say oso....
Just had lots of fun.....
And God helped me in a lot of ways in this trip....
So Praise God!~<3

Thats all....
Loving the times...

#70 post....

2009-11-15T17:21:00.000-08:00

Dont know what im doing now...

Sitting in front of the computer...

Today's the last day of school...

Going to miss everyone...

Haiz....

Well, i have lots of stuff coming up soon...

But i'm still so confused...

What am i doing nowadays?

Am i doing what i should?

Or am i just trying to hide from something else?

Is this the life that i want?

Or what others expect of me?

Friends....

Not to say i dont have one....

It's just that it feels so unreal...

Maybe it's because i'm showing them a fake me?

And they never get to know how i really am?

Bah...

Who cares....

I just have to figure out how to survive on my own...

Have to focus on the important stuff right now....

Byee....

YKPM Prima Selayang Family Day~

2009-11-14T06:04:00.000-08:00

Hellooo~

So today i went for this event at Selayang to help out....

Had lots of fun today.

My station was the "filling the bottle with water"

Really fun, not that its uncommon.

The water supply is about 250m from the station.

And the water kept running out...

So imagine.....

Oh there were two girls in the same station as us,one was Amalia and the other was Nina.

Nina is part chinese and part Malay so shes quite cool cause she can speak malay and chinese...

Didnt take a photo with them....regret....T^T

Nvr mind...hope we can go back sometime and have fun with them again...x)

Some pics to show you guys..

Not much of pictures i can take...(sequence messed up, sorry guys)
More from John Lim. x)

Distributing food....

Kind of reminds me of the times when in primary..

Alex (not posing)

Ian, Jared and John

Jonathan

The leftovers of the pears...x)

Tug of war...instead of a rope they used sticks...awesome.x)

The Crowd...

3 legged race.

Water buckets....

My station...

the distance...

The End. x)

A random thought...

2009-11-12T16:11:00.000-08:00

Okay...so im sitting here early in the morning...at 8.18...
Just had this thought...that i felt like writing down...
Had been thinking it since someone asked me about it....
And i just said "When you know that that person will be leaving soon, you'll cherish every moment you have with that person."
Most people dont understand this and end up regretting for not having spent enough time together.
Even if you say when they go overseas and you can still use the internet or make calls..
Is it any better than spending time with that person in person?

-Justin
Cherish the times together

Phantom Of The Opera Drama....<3

2009-11-11T05:36:00.000-08:00

So today was the phantom of the opera drama contest....
Went to school early in the morning....damn tired....
Then went to "open voice" with YuShu and ZhiJie....
Lol, their voices were amazing....
Anyways practiced hard before the contest....
Everyone wore awesome clothes....Hahaha....
Imagine all the LengZai and Leng Lui there...
Booohooooo.....
Had practice in the class....
Everyone did okayy....
Then was going to prepare for the actual contest....
Damn high....
Was high gei-ing the whole time....
Kept making checks with others to make sure nothing would go wrong.
Then actual time....
We go on stage!!!!!!
Boom...nervous.....
Hahaha, but everything turned out quite well....
Hehe, they recorded it....so i hope they post it... then i'll give you guys the link to the play....
Anyways quite confident we'll get a placing....
Gonna upload photos on facebook....
BYEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wish us luck!

Covenant....

2009-11-10T06:22:00.000-08:00

So i've made a covenant....
And seems like i can finally keep it....
No relationships till College!
Living a happy single life.x)
All you witnesses out there!
Hope you guys can help remind me if i walk the wrong path....
Though i most probably wont need it...
But just in case...just in case....

Audition...

2009-11-08T05:10:00.000-08:00

Audition was a total screw-up....
Strumming pattern messed up, missed a few chords, dont know what im strumming....
Never mind....I'll never give up even if i fail!
I'll give it another try when i get better!

Joke of the day: Am i charming? x)

New Guitar.x)

2009-11-07T01:18:00.000-08:00

I bought my acoustic guitar todayy~<3

Gonna put some pics soon...

Guitar~<3

What should I name it?

x)

Chalo~

The Worlds....

2009-11-05T16:12:00.000-08:00

You and I, are so close

Yet worlds apart....

In the rain....

2009-11-05T16:09:00.000-08:00

Been missing someone lately....

But guess that person wont know....

Nothing really matters anymore....

Just me and my own little world....

Guitars~<3

2009-11-04T06:02:00.000-08:00

Buying a new guitar....
awesome onee...
Wheee....

=.=

2009-10-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

Some teachers really just suck....

Church!

2009-10-13T00:47:00.000-07:00

Recently i've been really active at church...
Joining everything i can...mission trips, outings, conferences, etc.
It's the only place where i feel comforted and at peace...
Going to audition for the worship team,
Hope i can get into it,
Hope i can have the chance to get to serve in church.
Wanting to buy a new acoustic guitar..
Hope i'll be able to get it soon...
School is going to end soon, then it's PMR year...
Bet many of you people are studying, work hard everyone!
Gambateh!

#.57

2009-10-13T00:33:00.000-07:00

A Random Rant.

Living life like a zombie,
Thinking lots bout her lately,
Feeling nothing but loneliness,
Want to get out of this place,
But think again,
What can i do when i go out?
And then it all goes back to the way it is before...

A temporary drug,
The strongest sensation,
But the greatest pain after,
A moment of happiness,
In exchange for thousands of cuts and bruises.
A hole in the heart,
Which will never heal...
Thus the weak will search for another,
And there it goes over again..
-Heartbreakers

It can be the happiest thing in your life,
But one mistake and it will cause the greatest harm...
Losing close friends...

Dont mind about it.
Its just crap.

Haiz...

2009-10-02T03:14:00.000-07:00

Well, i skipped exam today...so i dont have a purata anymore, which means that my exam this time is useless...but anyways hope that you guys can get high marks for exam...
Well...todays the funeral procession...in case you're wondering, my grandmother passed away on the 29th of september....i didnt really tell anyone...bah...i'll be coming to school...which means i'll still take the exams...for the fun of it...well...just wanna update my blog...so...chalo...

Backk... :)

2009-09-18T03:03:00.000-07:00

Helloooooo!!!
It's been sooooo long since i went online....
Hehe, its the holidays now so its gonna be dead boring.
and th exams are right after the holidays....sob*
well, i've been studying lately(never did before) so its kinda wierd..so i decided to study before i sleep, since most of the time i'd be lying on my bed thinking of way too complicated stuff and get myself a headache before i sleep. So nowadays i've been reading sejarah(never even thought about that before) so it's even wierder. The only companion is my beloved, always there with me.......music!!! hahaha, its awesome, at least i dont fall asleep halfway through, and i made sure i finish at least one chapter before i sleep.x)
well, made plans to study the whole week since i dont really have the mood to fool around since i want to be in a good class next year cause its a vital year. I have to get good grades if not my mum would be chasing me around with a knife in her hand( shhh...dont tell her i said that xP).
Been thinking about crap all day long, gonna study again later.
Hehe, oh, one quote i found.
"Did you know that studying is actually study+dying?"

Haha, happy studying everyone!!!

I hate myself...

2009-08-17T18:58:00.000-07:00

Confused....

2009-08-15T23:52:00.001-07:00

Memories in the rain....

2009-08-10T17:25:00.000-07:00

Haha, so i finally got enough of ignoring.
Well, guess i have to start talking to you again.x)
Memories of the past are long gone,
The past shouldnt pull you back,
But make you stronger to move forward.
I made mistakes, but mistakes are meant to be learnt from
not mourned over.
Finally i'm pulling myself back together.
To face everyone.
Thats all.
Chaloo....

Guardian Angel....

2009-07-28T08:11:00.001-07:00

Our class is playing guardian angel, and its fun! haha...

My angel is kind of ignoring me though.

Never mind, its kinda hard to communicate with me anyways. x)

Boom boom.

Went to mid-valley with friends yesterday.

Harry potter sucks!

Damn lame weih, wasted 12 bucks...

bought bracelets for darrrrlings. x)

Going to save up money to buy a new phone.

Wants SE W705.

Its awesome. x)

Price currently at 870+-.

I'll buy it!!!!!!!

(Hope so)

Wells chaloooo.......

Free!!!! (:

2009-07-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

Im free from the grasps of my mind. (:

Going for the drama tomorrow. Awesome.

Peace out (:

Smile (:

2009-07-13T07:35:00.000-07:00

Smile!

Every 1 minute of sadness is a waste of 60 seconds of happiness. (:

Sorry....

2009-07-11T04:37:00.001-07:00

Im sorry.....
Sorry......

2009-07-06T11:18:00.000-07:00

Those who love without knowing the true meaning of love will only cause heartbreaks.

Love......

2009-07-06T11:14:00.000-07:00

After all these years, people have been asking, what is Love?

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

That, is true love.....

2009-07-06T11:11:00.000-07:00

Why does it hurt so much to love?
Is this what they call forbidden love?
Is hurting the price for love?
Can i have a love wihout hurting?
I'd give anything.....i'd give anything....

2009-06-11T20:45:00.000-07:00

I didnt feel well, my head was dizzy, all the memories of the past just came rushing back to me.
Everyone of them stabbing me like a knife.
The sense of guilt was overwhelming.
Unaware, tears were already flowing a straight stream down.
My heart was in pain.
Thousands of cuts were being made.
Boths scars old and new were reopening, leaving the wound exposed, causing great pain at the same time.
I was able to hear my heartbeat clearly.
Beating at an unsteady speed.
Where are You?
Where are You when i needed You?
Why?
Where are all of you?
Why do i feel the loneliness that i felt when i was betrayed by the people whom i thought were my best friends?
Why?
Why do i feel the pain that i had when my family criticized me?
Why do i feel the immense hate that i had years ago towards thaose liars?
Why do i remember clearly the words that cut my heart so deep?
Why do i have to go through them again?
Why are they coming back?
The whole night i was having flashbacks, memories that have been long buried deep within me have been surfacing.
Even when i woke up i would still be seeing them.
I would be sweating heavily when i wake.
Why is this happening?
Im losing my trust towards everything.
My whole world suddenly seemed so empty and dark, nothing existed, nothing but emptiness.
My heart hurts as if an arrow was shot through it.
Where are my friends when i need them?
Where are You?
I need You....

Post 43.....Heeee.....

2009-06-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

Justin is studying in front of the computer. Hehe.....

Missing school.....

Ah..........

Eh, Mun Shin, Wen Zhe say why you dont reply him.

Blek back to studies.....

Oh, I Want An Acoustic Guitar!!!!! An Electric One Too!!!!

x)))))))))))))

Chalo:)

random..........

2009-06-09T00:14:00.000-07:00

Justin got his original phone back. okie got to go study now. Chalo....

2009-06-07T22:51:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed?- Hee, depends on whos kissing. x)

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?- My guitar!!!

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo WITH?- CF-ian's!!!!

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?- Seriously, im really spoiled.

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?- Not bad.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?- Yup! They're always the opposite sex. xP

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD? - Nope.....not yet....buahahaha...

8. What does your last text message SAY?- Thanks. Seriously thanks alot... I think i'm just gonna sleep... You try to sleep too. XD thank you once more. Nites.:)

9. What are you thinking about right NOW?- A certain Someone who means the world to me...

10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?- Yeah, more like forever...

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?- 2a.m.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?- Parkson...i think...

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?- Uhm... yeah??

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?- Wei Shan.:)

TEN Lucky People to do this quiz.

1. Amanda

2. Jaclyn

3. Eunice

4. Himin

5. Jing Yi

6. June

7. Nikko

8. Wei Shan

9. Zi Ning

10. John

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH?- Hahaha, guess yourself..

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE?- FEMALE

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good?- LOL....

18. What is no.1 studying?- Anything...infinite possibilities.....

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?- Siapa tu?

20. IS no.4 SINGLE?- According to Wei Shan, NO.

21. Say something about no.2.- Everything:) LOVESS

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER?- Unless theyre lass....BFF's...

23. Describe no.9.- A really nice person:)

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT?- I err.. Don't think they'll fight.. what will they be fighting for?

25 . Do you like no.8?- Haha, we all love our friends dont we?:)

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-07T22:28:00.000-07:00

OMG. Detention is over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Finally can online...
Argh...missed blogging sports day, CF Camp, and sooooooooo many other stuff.
wells, i'll just brag bt some stuff then.
Got two Gold and one Bronze for sports. Chun Cheah was amazing...got 5 golds....=3=
Then accidentally joined a Taekwondo competition, got Bronze for my category.
CF Camp was awesooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooome!!!!!!!!
Hehe, we camped at STM(Seminari Teologi Malaysia), the environment is good, full of greenery.
Shared the room with Lieng Kiet and JoFan. Hee....
The camp was totally fun!
Worship and games were awesome!!
Helped out alot:)
Got to knw alot of people, made lots of friends.

Well, this is to a certain someone, everything will be alright despite the things we are going through, stay strong...:)

bleh

2009-05-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

helooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! (:
i am somebody from somewhere and u dont wnana know.
okayy so obviously justin is busy.
wait no not busy but cant update his dead profile here.
so ill be the one doing his work ;D
heheheeee.

mmmm mmmmm what to say?
i have no idea wad to say..
all american rejects rocks :D
haha im lame.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh ill update soon lar.
im so dead i cant even think straight. yawn.
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. bye bye.

Psst: xDDDDDDDD

2009-04-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

Haha, an interesting week i had. I think. xD
First got caught by Pn. Cheam because i ponteng class. xD (Bad student aint i?)
The process was annoying, and scary at first. But it was okay.
We had to stand outside the disiplin room for 2 periods.
Then call parents. xDDD
Lol, she caught my long nails also, had to cut it with those useless nailclippers. T.T
My nails are all spoiled.

Yeah, i care about the wrong things, but thats what makes me live a happier life. xD

And theres something special!!!
Yeah, i'm soooo happy!
Hehe, try asking me face to face, i might tell you. xDDDDDDDDDD

(awesome thing! and i'll only tell you face to face, no exceptions!)

Hehe, going back to my happy life! Byeeee!

EXAM IS OVER!!!!!!

2009-03-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

EXAM IS OVER!!!!!

AWESOME!!!
Hehe, teacher's going to change our placing after this. xDD
Awesome!

Well, to all my friends hope you'll enjoy the time now.
Because the next one will come in a short while.
Wakakakaka. >.<

Outing...

2009-03-22T05:34:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys...
Sorry for making u guys worried...
and thanks Jaclyn for helping me. =D

I'll try to change this thing about myself. xD

K, back to studies!

Calmed down...

2009-03-16T21:35:00.000-07:00

Yeah, okay now.

It's alright, just have to wait for next time.

And i forgive you, it's okay.

We learnt something from this right?
Mistakes are meant to be learnt from,
So, it's ok.

And i hope you guys arent mad at her.
Cuz i would be mad at you too.
And i have the perfect reason to do so.
Got it?

So yeah, no use crying over spilled milk.
(hehe, im using idioms now, improving my English)

So, cheer up yeah!

PISSED

2009-03-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

IM SO FREAKIN PISSED RIGHT NOW.
I DONT EVEN WANT TO EXIST RIGHT NOW.
JUST KILL MYSELF AND DIE.
THATS ALL I WANT.
THAT ALL I REALLY CAN DO ISNT IT?
I DONT EVEN EXIST.
FINE I SUCK
I GET MAD AT THESE THINGS.
SO WHAT?
I CANT GO, THATS IT.
RIGHT??
GOING OFF TO CRY ON MY OWN.
DAMN.

BYE, HOPE U GUYS ARE HAPPY.

Awesome!!!

2009-03-15T04:45:00.000-07:00

Lol, damn tired today.

Anyways, Saturday was totally awesome!
So i went to help out for the props of my church's easter production.

Damn awesome!

So when i reached there quite alot of people were there helping already,

so i went to Timothy and he gave me a job to do.

My job is to go make the handcuffs for the prisoners . xDD

Awesome work! The process was really fun.

Too bad i didnt take any photos. T^T

Then Jac and Mel came, after awhile lunch time.

Went to have lunch with the others,

When waiting for the food, we(Jac, Mel and Me) walked into church and lepak around. xD

The ppl were practicing dancing in there, it was really cool!!!

Laughed about, we went into the library.

LOL, they havent been into the library before.=.=

Then went out and ate together,

Shaun joined in, had a nice chat.

Then went back to work after i finished my meal,

Finishing up the last details, Jac and Mel came up when they finished,

lol, skipping their duties. xDD

came and kacau us doing the work.

then the work was done!!!

we grabbed our stuff and went down together.

When we reached P3, met up with Timothy, assigned us with another job,

This time im painting, lolx, the pillar.

Hehe, but i cant do the aerosol spray thingy, cuz dunno the right way of spraying T^T

When i was painting Shaun came to help, and more and more came,

haha, my job is lighter now, cuz i was supposed to paint TWO pillars,

Hehe, and theyre very tall.

Then Mel and Jac ponteng their work and come paint them, lazy bums. xDD

After awhile, jobs done. The other ones were painted by others.

then went to walk Mel to the car. She went home at 2p.m.

Then walked back to the site.

Uhm, after we cleaned up, because it was only 3 and we told our parents 4,

we lepak in the church. xDD

So me and Jac were like walking around the whole church.

Saw pastor Rose and the band playing, theyre so good!!!

Then we went into one of the CG rooms and played Jengga. LOL

Haha, I WON!!! LOL

BOOYAH!

Then we took a really cool picture with my phone. xDD

Really awesome!!!

xDD

At 4 we went down, Jac went home.

Then suddenly there was a heavy storm. LOL

Really heavy.

Then i went home.

Blek the end.

Awesome day.. x3

2009-02-22T06:29:00.000-08:00

Lol, yesterday was totally awesome.
I went for olahraga training yesterday even though i didnt get to enter the MSSD. T.T
Anyways, i went there.
Reached there, then did some warm-up with the seniors.
After that we started training.
Whie they were preparing for the training for the runners i slipped out and went to sit down and talk. x3
Haha, so i was actually talking most of the time.
When i saw that they were setting up the high jump things i ran there,
Haiz, my leg hasnt fully heal yet, it hurt after that run. Kinda wobbly...
So i went to sitbeside Cheryl and talked to her, just talk. Cuz i cant go for high jump.. T.T
Cuz my legs were kinda weak so i made a conclusion i shudnt go train.
So i just talked.
Then Chak Soon came and we talked together. It was fun. Though i wasnt that close with him, i didnt really know him, but anyways we talked.
about 9 sonething i left them to go to the hall and "kacau" my friends in cheerleading. xP
I was expecting Preston to come but he didnt.
So i went to play with Hao Yi and Jia Kang.
Haha, i did the stunts with them, it was really fun.
I learnt a few new stunts too, and how to lift someone up.
Haha, it was awesome.
After some time i went out for a rest.
Talked with Cheryl and Chak Soon.
Then when i saw my seniors jumping i couldnt resist myself anymore.
So i walked there, and saw that they were jumping 135cm.
No problem for me, so i just jumped with them. The feeling when you jump perfectly over the pole is just so wonderful, amazing, just incredible!!!! LOL, addicted to high jump. x3
After awhile we went higher,140cm.
Haha, the seniors jumped first, they couldnt make it.
Then my turn, haha, its incredible cuz i jumped through easily. >.<
Haha, just kept jumping and jumping and jumping.
Hahaha.
Then after that show-offed to Jaclyn on hurdles. xP
Blek, i can jump over them easily. xP
Haha, Melissa stayed with Jaclyn during the practice. Haha, just stayed there and talked after i jumped to my fill. xP
After that we went to have lunch, Jaclyn, Melissa and me.
Only me and Melissa were eating.
After that i went to the hall again. Haha.
Did stunts again. Trained my reflexes. which is already better than all of the cheer people. xP
After that i had fun until all of them left.
I went out with Hao Yi and then i went home. LOL, bad ending.
So that's my great day. Not much but it was great for me.
Well, its late now, have to sleep, so goodnite!!

[...Crap...]

2009-02-08T00:41:00.000-08:00

Long time didnt update already.
So i just simply crap abt something lah. xP

So yesterday i went to Olahraga practice for the MSSD.
I entered high jump. xD
So i reached there at abt 7:30a.m.
then i sat down and talked to one of my friendsfor half an hour until the practice starts.
Went there and met my friends.
Zheng Yuan and Ming Jing didnt come, those lazy ppl. xP
They usually dont come.

So anyway we did some warm-up then went for a run around the field.
After the run me and 'Siao Bai"(his nickname) went to set up the things for long jump.
The Chinese Society ppl were blocking us from practicing at first and Mr. Lim wasnt very happy abt it, but in the end they moved and we started training.
Then Mr. Lim came and helped us set-up the things for high jump.
Missing one of the 'beds'. xDD We liked sleeping on it last time.

So after that i taught...uhm...ok i forgot her name, SORRY!!!!!
so i taught her the basics of jumping, she was quite good,
the only reason she cant jump through is because she didnt dare,
she's afraid of getting hurt.
Cant help her in that...
I jumped through 140!!! xDDD
Haha, finally i can jump through it easily. Yayy!!!
I'm gonna win the school competition this time! xD
Lol, hurt my leg again, got some skin peeled off because it hit the pole holders. T^T

Then after practice we all sat down at the canteen and talked.
It was really fun. >.<
Haha, i toyed around with them.
There was Victoria, Kar Kei, Ah Gan, Sharell, Jaclyn, Zi Ling and 'her'(sorry!)
Haha, we had quite a talk. xD

Then i went back home at 12p.m.

After i took my bath then i went online.
Chatted with Eunice, lol, she passed out at school before...
Haha, so we're now BFF's. xP

Then at night went to Uncle Raymonds hse for the New Year party,
Played basketball with Oliver, Debra, Uncle Edwin, Oliver's Mum and my Sis
Lol, scored five balls, but lost still. T^T
Anyway, we had fun, xP

Blek, thats practically for a whole day. xP
Enuf to take up the days i didnt blog?
Haha, anyways, have to go take my bath now so....
Bye!!!!

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2009-01-25T22:55:00.001-08:00

Well, Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!!

ok, back to being emo....

Always hoping for a future filled with happiness with you...

2009-01-23T22:12:00.000-08:00

Lot's of things happened today...

Guess its really for the best,
its gonna hurt though...
Im feeling really sad now...
Maybe it would continue for a long time...
Since theres no school...
Well, i've still got to manage it....
Try my best to get around it...
Though i know it wont happen...
I know it really well....

Anyone....
Help?

Thinking of you everyday...

2009-01-16T08:51:00.000-08:00

Due to June's request i'll update it. x)

Well, school is ok...
I made some new friends and im having fun.
My injured knee is healing but its really quite slow...
Partly was because i ignored the doctor's demands of completely stopping any sports.
I went running and played basketball on thursday,
and after that my knee hurt really badly.. regretting now...
(My knee was actually near full recovery before that)
So now i'll have to wait for a few more weeks.. Haiz... my fault.

Other than that me and John have become really good friends.
It's great to have a friend like him. x)
School homework is killing me.... There's SOOO much!!!!!!!
And not to mention i'm the lazy type. No chance...
The teachers are okay as long as you dont do something wrong. x)

And i've been tracked by a quite decent hunter,
shes found out everything on her own. Congrats!!
First degree on tracking for you!!
Haha!

And i'm really into peoples lives these few days,
they're hectic, as in really complicated and stuff.
But still, mine is more complicated...
Not going to elaborate on the subject.

Well, thats about all,
I have to go now.
It's already 1.30am.
But i had to finish it because June requested it .

So goodnite everyone...
Sweetdreams, have a great school life...
Of pain and suffering!!
Wakakakakaka...
LOL

I miss you....
Goodnite.

School...

2009-01-05T17:10:00.000-08:00

So yesterday was the first day of school..
It was ok,
when i arrived everyone was already in the hall.
Rush!!
good thing i wasnt late, phew..
then just sat there till the assembly started.
We sang then sat, headmisstress speech time, more than an hour.....
then Tham....
then go back to class....

Stand outside class, suddenly Pn. Cheam come.
Quiet.....
Then went into the class when the teacher came.
Our guru tingkatan is Pn. Wan Noraizan, she's ok, but she likes to give notes.
then we get to choose our own place to sit.>.<
Sat wit wen zhe, continued class...
Recess, just ate and did nothing, nothing at all.
just wait for the bell to ring.....
bell rings, teacher comes, give nota.. Blek...
Had a headache afterwards cuz she wrote the notes on the small boxes at the side,
causing me to have to look real hard just to look at some words.
after tha, class was easy.

Then waited for school to end, talked to my friends...
Ring!!!
BYE!!

2009...

2009-01-01T02:59:00.000-08:00

Its goodbye to 2008 and hello to 2009.

Haiz.. feeling sad..
This year is definitely gonna suck...
Well, at least mine is...

Well i'm going to 2a2 this year,
good thing i still hav quite a number of friends in the same class as me,
if not, i will definitely die..
If you know me then you will understand
which i am 100% sure none of you do.. I think..
My life is seriously complicated...
(At least i think it is. =.=")

I cant contact her that often now,
since school is starting.
Its gonna be hard for me..

Anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you guys!!
Have a great year!!
Wishing you all a successful year!!

Back...

2008-12-27T02:59:00.000-08:00

Im back from Genting...
Feeling quite lonely...
It was relaxing, i played archery there.
Got a few bulleyes, haha.
Just came back today,i got her card at last!!
It was really nice! I love it alot!
Thank You!

Schools gonna start in a weeks time, anyone knows which class they are going into?
I kinda know, but im not sure yet,cause i kinda cannot believe i got into that class.
Anyway, wish that your all prepared for school, see you guys there.

Exspressionless.......

2008-12-22T22:38:00.000-08:00

Lol, i got back my phone from the service department yesterday.
It took so long just for them to fix my phone of a few problems.
I went to Mid Valley yesterday,watched Wild Child. The show was quite touching.
after the show, we went to Secret Recipe to hav dinner. I remembered the day that.....
dont want to talk about it.
Went to retrieve my phone after that.
done retrieving my phone, went to a dvd shop in the gardens.
bought some albums.
then we went home.
my cousin is coming for a sleepover today.
lol, i feel so tired. still got to go to tuition today.

Btw, does anyone know that my birthday is coming up?
Guess no one bothers...
Well, thats all for this post.

JUNE. >.<

2008-12-16T01:33:00.003-08:00

Due to my personal interest in making June feel embarassed. (and BLUSH!!)
I PURPOSELY devoted this post to writing about JUNE. LOL... She'll kill me.

Well,according to her blog, she is
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talk active. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

To me,her good points are that she
Thinks far, sensitive, funny, loves to joke, likes to talk, daydreamer, friendly, socially active,shows her own character, fussy, stubborn.
OH!and shes cute, adorable, understanding, mature, interesting
...... and she's really pretty too.(despite what she thinks of herself) xDD

Her bad points are,.....
She cries alot, think too much and she really worries me sometimes...
Haha, its really short compared to her good points,lol.

Well, i better stop blogging about her things or she'll really kill me.

Gotta go now,
Bye!!

PS Specially written to June...
Dont get mad yeah? Theres alot of things i wudnt write about you...
Miss u!!

HAHAHAHA!!!!!

Sleeping late...

2008-12-15T00:44:00.000-08:00

lol...
Yesterday i slept at 4 in the morning.
I had to wake up at SIX!
I went to church and kept dozing off...
Im way too sleepy...
I had to follow my family to Mid Valley...
I cant rest at home,This really sux....
I was way too stressed out
i dropped dead on my bed once i reached home...
Then her sms revived me, i found out my family had abandoned me...
Soo EVIL... LOL
thats all for today...
Thanks June. Theres ur thanks.

SORRY!!!

2008-12-13T01:27:00.000-08:00

I Justin Hiew Chang Jian hereby apologize to Khaw June Ming
For saying those harsh words yesterday.

Please accept my apologies!!!

Moody...

2008-12-11T23:49:00.000-08:00

Well, the blogs grand makeover is great!!

But im still feeling sad...

Well,maybe i havent got used to not sms-ing her.

I was so excited everytime i got a sms,but im always dissapointed when i found out it wasnt her

and shes treating me like a... i dunno, stranger?

Haiz... i agreed to wait, but is it neccesary to do this?

I dont mean the waiting part but the treating me like this part.

Well i cant do anything about it anyway...

I dont even know if she wants to continue helping me...

I hav so many questions in my head and no ones answering them...

Guess i'll just hav to keep staying in my best condition

and wait for her...

I really wish i could know the future....

JEEZ! IM talking too much,

well thats all, i gtg.

My poor pet...

2008-12-10T00:30:00.000-08:00

My facebook pet "lucky" is sooo unlucky.
Bad name 4 an unlucky pet huh?

U see, coz im the really lazy type so i dont really want to waste my time
playing wit my pet.
(im sure i wont b able to get a pet if my parents see this)

My pet hates me.
Im sooo bad.

My internet connection speed is soooo sloooow.
so its really a waste of time.

Sigh....
Waiting 4 tml....

To her...

2008-12-09T02:57:00.000-08:00

THANK U SOOOO MUCH!!!!
ALIGATO!!

did i spell wrongly??
X)

I miss u!!

The grand makeover

2008-12-09T02:49:00.000-08:00

The ape blog is going to change....
Thanks to her!!

Slippers!!

2008-12-07T05:32:00.000-08:00

Yay!
I got a new pair of slippers today!
I bought new ones cos the old ones hav like...
been destroyed. Hahaha...
They practically split up in two*sweat*
Anyway, i liked my new slippers.
I still cant get used to my new slippers.

Oh, and u(u know who u r)
I miss u alot...
And i love u!!

My erm... Character..

2008-11-30T21:07:00.000-08:00

JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. . Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

New jeans!!sweat

2008-11-30T05:45:00.000-08:00

I went to midvalley today, i bought a new jeans
i was sleepy...*yawn*
well, im sleepy so...
*drop down*

Yesterday...

2008-11-29T00:06:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i went to the mid valley to see twilight wit my sis, cousin and her frenz.
Twilight was... ok but it was a bit dissapointing too...
the graphics when the vamps were running were so... unprofesional and wierd too.
After the approximately 2 hour movie , we went and had bowling
I got a strike 4 my first try! >.<
but is was just luck, *sob*
the result was i got 3rd place, wit 64 points,
i got two strikes in total. Yeah!!
After that, we went and had dinner at pasta zanmai(new store near toys r us)
the food was delicious!
After that,, i went home...
(lousy ending xP)

I couldnt sleep...

2008-11-27T18:08:00.000-08:00

This morning at midnight, i found out something which made me happy, and something that made me sad too.
I feel confused and guilty when i found out about it.
So i stayed up the whole night thinking about the issue .
But then, i finally got over it and i am feeling better.
To:???(So... u stay happy too kay?)

Boring Day...

2008-11-26T23:13:00.000-08:00

So boring larh..
Eberyone not online punyah...

HI!!!!

2008-11-26T22:19:00.000-08:00

HI! Im new! U can call me justin if u want!.........
or ape.....